Well, what do I do now?

I feel like i have to do something though my back feels like not. There it goes again...the reason for better health being thrust at my feet. Now it is the reason for excersize once again. take 1 step, maybe 2, and then..well you know the picture. Health is not a thing to do, it is a must that is will. Willpower! that powerful force which makes other thoughts stand beside on the wayside..and that is just of my own. I tell you that my failings to remain in check reminds me of how we have for so long faced the the unbalances of society...not ready, unwilling checks and balances that, unabridged, fall into the qwake and thunder of the economic downturn. Throw some more money at it til it cannot breath the fresh air that we're supposed to desire in the first place. Just wait until all of us wish we were somewhere else, but we can't move from the path we've sent our selves upon. well.. maybe we'll still be able to walk, but are we going forward to something different or is our course a backwards folly? Time does tell...